Tales of a bleeding heart...

2007-03-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

In case you din know, this blog is obsolete. I'm using LJ instead but URL's still undecided. So yea, have fun blog hopping. I might release the new URL if asked though. Heh.

I really don't care.

2007-02-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

Let me clear the dust and rust off my blog...

Retail therapy was simply great, tho i'd gotta work my butt out during March, thanks to: 2 shirts from Pull&Bear, 1 shirt from Zara, 1 pair of jeans from Topman and 1 watch from some Far East Shop! CNY certainly gives good excuses to get new stuff.

Valentine's was bad for me, spent the time at home after Culinary execution, sucks eh. I guess its better being alone after all. Its just as hard to get attached anyway. Oh well, sour grapes sour grapes. I really do miss her. Absence does makes the heart grows fonder. Hence, its better to cut off all communication for a while, i need to do some minor soulsearching, maybe its better, i dunno. Thinking of you makes me unable to study..

Today marked the end of education on the other sunny island. I seriously am gonna miss studying there. Like QY said, it's back to the 'monster school', how true. How often will we bump into our cohort's mates? Not as much anymore. Goodbye Sentosa. Already missing those days: eating at KouFu by the beach, my stint at the Luge, having leather seats in lecture theaters, eating at the average canteen with below average food surrounded by flocks of squabbling peacocks, cam-whoring and random travels around the island with midget, near-daily cinemania visits, eating at the Nasi Padang stall with monkeys as occasional visitors... ='(

Now...

Exams a week after CNY, how perverse can our principal get?

You don't see those unwept tears.
I miss her and her; how can i convey it to you?

2007-01-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

here is one of the reasons why i do wanna learn hip hop:

=)

2007-01-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

I bled 5 times in 2 days before my nose decided to stem the blood. It really isn't a big deal to wonder if i did suffer from any chronic disease, but i wonder, if i really do, will people around me really miss me if i'm gone? Will they know if i did love them in one form or another? Knowing these are simply rhetorical questions, i guess we'll just leave it at that, though i'm still wondering all the same.

Guess I haven't really got over my attitude, i'm still so...young in thoughts. Only during the genting trip did it really widened my scope of thinking. Boy en route to being a man you say, yes, i do agree. Though i've grown more iron-willed, i do get swayed easily, though i managed to put up brave fronts, i'm still as bare to those raw critiques.

Dog-eat-dog world indeed.

When i blog, i don't even show wad i truly want to portray; my true emotions. Why is it turning into a daily entertainment for blog readers? I doubt that was the original intention. With a need to reset how i am, i'm really at end's wits. I'm always procrastinating; exercising, doing projects, studying, doing more meaningful stuff and such. It's already a new year and what have i been thinking?!

NAFA's a year away, project due in 5 days, ain't prepared for profiency test.... so much stuff and all i can think of is procrastinating. RAH. I think i need a major mentality makeover. I suck. I guess never have i wrote such a 'true' entry before. Ok, from tomorrow onwards, i'm gonna change, for the better, I be a whole new person. Projects gonna be done BY tomorrow, i dunno how, but yes, i'll rush tommorrow, and i'll hold myself to it, else....200 push ups & sit ups, hah, a win-win situation. Seriously, i doubt it'll help make me fitter but it's worth a shot. No time, then i guess 50 each every morning and night. Weekends shall jog by myself if Grace is gonna sleep past the time. Can't force them if they dun wanna eh. But I'm not jogging later tho, will be simply too tired.

Played, badminton, Twister and drank lots of water due to forfeits at H's house today anyway. Great time there.

I already feel so much better after this. (ain't lying!) K den, busy day tomorrow, gotta sleep now, nights.

2007-01-12T11:56:00.000+08:00

I guess I might be dying soon...first time in my life have i nose-bled 4 times in 2 days, especially since its for no apparent reason, and no i din look at girls..

Genting pictures received, here are some of them....

2007-01-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

Happy new year all (pardon for the lag of 11 days, couldn't get my hands on a com with proper access), so far it has been a fine 1 week or so, without the nose bleed this morning. Anyway, got a great video to show you guys, saw it from ron's blog, damn cool man! But coincidentally, i saw another video by 'Pythagoras Switch' just before i saw this one, both equally funny tho, but i lost the URL for the first video.. =X Oh well, enjoy!

2006-12-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

A long time huh?
Last blogged before hols, before you know it, a week more and its school again.
I'm so sick of it.
Especially when i got a warning letter that i don't deserve.
I hate bernice wilson for it.

Technically speaking, tomorrow is Christmas.
But I don't feel it.
At least, not yet.

Bought a pair of jeans from Topman and a shirt from Pull&Bear.
Sweet.

Genting trip was cool.
De Li, Kavan, Darren, Aisyah, Rachel, Felix, Xavier, Qian Yun, Priscilla.
Though we drank on both nights, I wasn't drunk.

Projects given during holidays is just pure lame-ness.
Might as well have no holidays in the first place.
I have yet to start on my individual project.

Running tomorrow morning with nieghbour, hah.
Sleeping now.
Night.

2006-12-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

I think i've just gone crazy, lost lots of hair, have eyebags so obvious, you'll think it's mascara drawn randomly,have brains so fuzzy that when I lay on the floor, I slept right at that moment and have the gait of a zombie from some cheap flick.

Jus had half hour of sleep for 30 hours just for projects! Man, even chalets weren't ever so brain-taxing and I've never ton so much and slept so little in my life. A first for everything indeed.

Ironically, all those took place in my house, yes, do include the sleep on the floor thing, that's where i got my half hour sleep from, before my members hit me awake... Oh well, one down....1 more project submission, 1 more skit, 2 more presentations and 1 more mid-sem test to go before i'm off to the mountains, hope it'll be great....

What a way to describe the days right now; dreaming of so far when you're only past a step off your corridor...

Someone help me do floorplan please.

2006-12-03T11:50:00.000+08:00

Grr, had to change my skin to this, it's not that i don't like it, but i prefer my previous one, wouldn't change it if not for some exceeded bandwidth thingy... Arr, anyway, the final (mad) rush will be this week, tomorrow, everyone's gonna hog the damn printers again, lots of commotion, blah blah...

I wanna learn hip hop, but sel said not to and join yoga instead...(O_o) What to do? And moreover, if i do join yoga, i'll join with HL, hahaha... =)

I dunno, joining yoga is wrong in the first place....
P.S. Happy 50th post to me!!! Gee, i've just used it up... -_-"

2006-11-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

All those pent up frustration.....GRRRRRRRRRRRR! I'm called a slacker?! I can't believe it, i dunno if that's for sure or not but even if i did more pages than you, you say "quality", AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH...

Listening to petey pablo's show me the money, a Step Up song, of course...need all those clubbing songs to block out useless noise and lock in ideas, I need them damn badly...DAMN!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRR..

I'm an angry kid right now, but seeing you today made me forget that side of me, for a while...

F***ing projects!!! !@#@!#%&*^@*$!!!!

Hip Hop anyone?

2006-11-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

OMG, i'm so addicted to this clip! Watch this and you'll know why i wanna take up hip hop, the routine begins from about 03:18, though the clip is a little wozzy, i think you'll be able to see the moves of the funny-name guy, mr. tatum (i din even know him till nicole told me that he also does she's the man). Though the clip is about 7 minutes, the main thing to catch is the middle, please go watch Step Up if you didn't, its very worth the money, lest you are one that has no life.

Cheers! =)

Ok, back to projects.......

=(((((

2006-11-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

Sheesh, char's surprise turned out to be a disaster, the outing was almost cancelled if not for ron telling her the truth, remind me why i bother holding any gatherings/outings...which reminds me of the 'class' gathering this sat...ask yanfang actually if she wanted to hold an outing since the A's are over, and then dunno why, but i heard from meiying saying that the outing was organised by me...O_o..ok fine, guess i can't run away from the title of an 'organiser', hope not much peeps turn up, lesser conflict...

Projects are getting done faster now, but still not fast enough...man, Warren Kok said mine was the general research and that it doesn't interest him...gosh, must try find some other sources...i think all of the projects have to be handed in by next next week and none is past 50% completed yet, and nic is compiling already....AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Oh, that virtual scream made me feel much better, lol, rite, im so muddled by the assignments and stuff, everyday is like a chore to complete a daily dose of research. It is just study and sleep. Absolute no life, need a getaway soon, hope the trip to genting during dec will take it all away (hope it's confirmed soon)...

The clique is falling apart, or rather i'm falling apart from the clique. I hardly talk to any of them now, cept for char the other day, and maybe ron and pat, kok and ken just seem to fade away, i don't even feel like talking to them, and it's not even their fault, it's with me, i'm the problem...

I need a change in attitude, badly....

Raving heart

2006-11-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

It hurts to know that someone talks bad bout you behind your back and you're oblivious to the sharp-tongue two-headed snake till your good friend tells you, but face it , this kind of facade, everyone's just waiting to pounce back at him, no wonder there's nothing good said bout him.

Today was like fuck.

It's not good to swear in blogs, especially since its mine, but today really sucked, got blamed twice, once behind my back, when i don't deserved any of that, especially when i'm already slogging my heart out. No one really knows how I feel, everyone's just as self-centred as you and I, but talking behind my back is just wrong. Moreover, you think no one talks about you behind your back?

Guess again.

I've heard lots bout you once too many. These kind of stuff always leaks through one way or another without any effort. Too lazy they say, I thought they were wrong, well, I was wrong. Spread as far as you can, go ahead, i ain't afraid. In the end, what goes around comes around. Tell your measly small clique, go on!

And...

I really apologise to clarice if i really blown my top, but you won't understand gal. I'm not shirking responsibility, just that I can't reply immediately. I'm really down with tons of stuff to do at the moment. If i could warp to your side and aid you with the menu, i would. I'm really really really sorry. Maybe countless apologies won't help you change your attitude towards me, that's ok, i just want you to know that we'll always be friends and that i'll gladly take no credit if you really must insist...

Today is seriously not my day.

2006-11-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

hah, like this picture Jingmin took, doesn't really mean much but i'd like to see it from an artistic perspective. =P Caption:"slash that facade which ruled your ego"

Comments please!!!

Boo, gonna cut my hair, jus when i got used to it....=( failed grooming check for culi again -_-" Hopefully after SHAVING there'll be no problems getting through (meaning trim a lil at the back actually, my ends are getting long, in a good way). Char's bday coming soon, gonna give her a surprise, hope she doesn't read my blog...lol..ok, back to projects!

Nivled

2006-11-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

Manage to squeeze time out for a first attempt at a random post.

Life's like freakshit when you have to give a damn to 4 projects but 2 diff groups with a poor and sabo-ed class rep responsibilities.

Now we realise that MICE can be studied.

Straight guys might have to wear hair nets AND bands after all.

No projects to ponder during the break, yet we keep thinking bout breaks during projects. (Hui, wanna go DownUnder?)

If quizzes are quizzical, then what about tests?

Is peter piper a pepper picker cos he pick pecks of pickled pepper? Or is he peter piper the nosy parker?

Captain Hook has a hook but how come Tinkerbell has no bell. (lifted from jorge)

Its been 3 weeks, 2 days, 1 helluva time in TA since it reopened.

I miss you-know-who.

I realise that randomising is fun.

Sleeping now or Culinary will fry my brains instead.

Whatever. Ditto. Night. Cheers.

=)

My Summarised Other Half Of The Hols...Finally...

2006-10-27T12:10:00.000+08:00

hmm, its been EXACTLY 1 month since i last blogged, last entry dated 27 Sep. For the first time, I really have a lot to say, hmm, firstly, im officially unemployed, i'm gonna work at Out Of The Pan when the next sem hols start, but its so far away, and my friends say its not a very good place to work, oh well...

Spent my birthday at home, only went out at night to eat with my family, so sad la...such a letdown...Went to MOS on the Thur of the second week of Oct, quite fun but we (qy, nic, me) went back earlier than the previous time, at around 3am? Den had to wake up at around 7 to play badminton... O_o

Cousin outing was ok, went to genki sushi at marina square then went bowling after that..haha, was so close to second but ended being second last...=X

Did some one-time jobs here and there, such as the IDA event at the Expo, haha, finally had the chance to experience banqueting, tough job but fun, had to run food to Minister Lee's table!! Quite eye-opening, with all those 'posh' people there...

As well as someone's wedding, they reserved the whole of the restaurant, China Club, at Tanjong Pagar. Its at the top floor, which was the 53th storey, damn panoramic view!! But thanks to the haze, it seems like Genting, haha, the ambience? Very very very nice, but the uniform? Very very very ugly! Its white, has a red star for a motif, and big silver buttons! Made us look like those soldiers in China mixed with Republicans, haha..Ah Bian Xia Tai!!! K, lame...

Now school has jus started, going to the second week, or the week starting to have tutorials, the shuffle of classes is not helping to make school life any better but modules like culinary and arts appreciation are some subjects to look forward to.

Guess that's bout it, the summarized version of my other half of the hols, wishing all the JC peeps all the best in their 'A's im signing off...best of luck, Hui! =)

Oh, TA people, cinemania has 3 shows now!! But they are shown only from tue to thur, otherwise its jus the normal 2 shows, bahahaha...

And, thank you to the 21 people who wished me happy 18th, haha, i counted you know, remind me to name them the next time i blog, cheers!!! =P

Gah...bloody itchy me...

2006-09-27T06:24:00.000+08:00

Boo, now it's bout 6 plus, haha, i'm using ken's laptop from the chalet at Costa Sands to blog now, eveyone's off to sleep le...we've been playing all possible card games throughout the entire night, so fast and a day is almost gone at the 6-person chalet, hah, enjoyed myself so far though i'm feeling extremely paranoid 'cos i just sat on the floor or on the bed or came into the room, then, till now, i have like mosquito-bite like lumps and red patches all over my body and it itches terribly, like rashes, ain't sure if its allergy or insect bites, but it's only happening on me and not my other friends, ouch....

Anyway, i'm about 82% sure that i will quit my Luge job soon, i guess i can't commit as much as they wanted. But, i went for a job interview jus this afternoon at Out Of The Pan, the placed where WenQi is working, and i think i might most possibly start working soon. Not forgeting Pat's 3-day job at the Expo, i will be having 3 jobs at a go for a short period?! Haha...

Lastly, i'd like to say that i will quit the Luge, not only because i can't commit, but some of the staffs' attitude really sucks. I mean they leave me to do certain stuff by myself and when i do it wrongly then they will give the why can't you get it right kind of look. Pisses me off la...Oh, well, got to sleep now, more tonning later, haha... Cheers! Hope i get well and hope the rashes will clear by morning...=(

A parting word

2006-09-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

Phew, a few more days and IMF will be over. Those short shifts are driving me crazy, sitting in the storeroom slacking, earning only 4+ hours of pay a day, bleah, and i dunno why, but clarice just said she wanted to quit Luge, weird huh?

Anyway, dunno when will be the next time i come online, so yea, i'll keep my blog updated the next time i come online and tell you guys of any happenings yea? Cheers!

Countdown to my birthday: 12 more days!!! Can't wait, for the chalet, outings and such!!!

OMG!!!

2006-09-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Recommended by QY, haha, damn interesting...you'll be astounded!

Subject: Honda Ad

This is one clever Honda commercial..

Be sure to read the info first, and then watch the clip. And you thought those people that set up roomfuls of dominos to knock over were amazing. There are no computer graphics or digital tricks in the film. Everything you see really happened in real time exactly as you see it.

The film took 606 takes.On the first 605 takes, something, usually very minor, didn't work. They would then have to set the whole thing up again. The crew spent weeks shooting night and day. By the time it was over, they were ready to change professions.

The film cost six million dollars and took three months to complete including full engineering of the sequence. In addition, it's two minutes long so every time Honda airs the film on British television, they're shelling out enough dough to keep any one of us in clover for a lifetime.

However, it is fast becoming the most downloaded advertisement in Internet history. Honda executives figure the ad will soon pay for itself simply in "free viewings" (Honda isn't paying a dime to have you watch this commercial!).

When the ad was pitched to senior executives, they signed off on it immediately without any hesitation - including the costs. There are six and only six hand-made Honda Accords in the world. To the horror of Honda engineers, the filmmakers disassembled two of them to make the film.

Everything you see in the film (aside from the walls, floor, ramp, and complete Honda Accord) is parts from those two cars.

The voiceover is Garrison Keillor. When the ad was shown to Honda
executives, they liked it and commented on how amazing computer graphics have gotten. They fell off their chairs when they found out it was for real. Oh,
and about those funky windshield wipers. On the new Accords, the windshield wipers have water sensors and are designed to start doing their thing automatically as soon
as they become wet.

Go on, click it: http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/honda.php

2006-09-16T01:54:00.000+08:00

As recommended by jingmin's blog, here is another you tube clip, haha...the song is nice and catchy man! Even the lyrics is nice, enjoy! =)

Till death do us part...meaning work and me...boo...

2006-09-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Gosh, finally worked back at the Luge, and i realised, how so much has changed. I guess i don't have a lot of commitment to the LUge as Zhong said. Right now, i don't really know if i should stay or not, i mean he says commitment as in 5 days a week? That i can't commit, seriously, i'm not the work-my-butt-off kind of person, rather, i'm those work-a-short-while-or-a-few-times-a-week-then-spend-it-and-enjoy-life kind of person, right now, i don't wanna throw myself straight into the working life, i just wanna enjoy life before we lose time to go out with friends, is that too much to ask? I guess it is for Luge's case, i really dunno, part of me wanna rebel and just quit right there and then, the other half is like,:"NO! Are you stupid?! It's an ideal place to work (at the moment)!" But, i'm in such a dilemma, i mean, putting down my schedule to work by filling in those days which i am not going out with friends would mean tying myself down (literally) to them, i'll just work myself to death...

And today, some downright rude european kid is being a pain in the ass, if i weren't in the service line, i swore i could have swore at him, a bunch of them claimed to have rode the Luge before, fair enough, i gotta test their brakes before issueing them the stamp, all was ok till his bloody turn. He was pulling it all the way to the back then he drop the handlebars, then he repeated it a few more times. At first i was telling him,: "Eh, you've got to pull it all the way to the back..." He just continued to do the same thing, i thought he just don't understand english, so i was about to aid him when he just went past me and yelled back, :"Do you think that i am stupid?" Gosh, wad an asshole, there i was thinking that he needed help, and there he was mocking me, fine so be it, go and crash and get a laceration or something, then dun come complaining that the staff didn't teach properly. What losers, i hate those ang moh kids, especially if they come in groups, all just waiting to race. To hell with them...

Anyway, these few days been down with IMF, another reason for being told off by Zhong, really slacking, they hired too many people, a shift of 8 hours has been broken down to 2 shifts of 5 hours, sheesh...I don't blame our captain, Deric, for quitting after this event, the management is just not really there...Oh well, the security is also, oh well, they implemented it but they don't make it consistent, i mean once we enter, as long as we have the pass on, they won't even give a second glance to see if it's your face that is on the pass and not another's. Any terrorist can just steal it and enter, lol, i know, i'm just being lame, but still.. Haha, but i wouldn't want it to be so strict either, imagine all the hassle...hope IMF passes soon, and all will be back to as it was...sigh, life's so tough, right now, i'm not even thinking bout my birthday, just contemplating the urge to leave the Luge....comments anyone?

Satiated...

2006-09-06T02:19:00.000+08:00

Haha, a day to be satisfied with indeed, completed the new layout with the new song, hope u guys like it 'cos i know i did, and jus played DOTA with weijie just before this, haha, i must hone my skills so i dun need the label 'noob', lol...

Tomorrow, am going out to study with krisa, hope i can come up with some idea to design, been a long time since i last drew, haha, maybe seeing her will give me inspiration? =X Who knows? Alrite, gonna sleep, been a few late nights in a row now, can't have me looking like a zombie tomorrow, alrite den, nite all! Cheers! =)

Pop 'n' Lock, the way to go!

2006-09-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

haha, recommended by weijie, thought i'll share it with u guys, not sure if it can be viewed like this though, enjoy!

Pop those corks, let's drink to celebrate!

2006-09-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

Yay, its here and its official; the end of semester! Woots! Just finished my last paper the other day then went out after that to the class outing which i organised, i guess it can be called a success, bout 13 people turned up, not bad given that i came up with the plan only a week before. But sadly (or not), im not gonna hold another one anytime soon, risk getting said by others, like why never call him/her, why are we at this station when the other is so much closer to where we are going, why never tell me that we are eating here? I grant you guys that it is partly my fault that i forgot to inform some of them, but u know it ain't easy doing this kind of stuff. So just be glad that its done and zip up and enjoy. In the end, we split after lunch, leaving ron, char and me. The rest? Well, they were led by the nose to K as in k-boxing. Those without a will to decide left with them, meaning kok and ow, i dare say this cause it's so true.

Then, the 3 of us went to walk around before playing pool, and before that, went to meet qy and nic, if u call: seeing them at the traffic junction for less than 5 min before walking away, meet, then yes we met. Haha, that henceforth commenced my holidays, sadly, the weekends and today that followed were spent at home rotting, what to do? No money...what a sorry excuse indeed...

So here i am waiting for this wed and thur to come, wed cuz im going out with krisa to study (her only, i dun need no notes anymore for the time being anyway), then im down for the IMF on thur, hope its gonna be fun... =P

Attempts to study at this hour is from henceforth, voided...

2006-08-31T01:52:00.000+08:00

yes, at this hour, i cant even concentrate la...jus played DOTA with Justin somemore, with me on the losing end of course, i hardly play nowadays...bah marketing paper in round 12 hours time, and CRS, another 31 hours, so fast eh? And, both require memory work, which i suck at, hope, it'll be easy...i'm so afraid i cant get an A, gah...all talk no work, yea, already so last minute le, even if my heart wants to carry on with the torture, my mind can't process anything, so might as well jus flip through again then i'll go to bed...

anyway, for those who wanna hone their analytical and observation skills, try playing this, a photo hunt lookalike, enjoy!
: http://www.x-woods.com/games/differences/loader.swf

Nite all!

A series of unfortunate events...thou shan't falter at this moment...

2006-08-30T01:48:00.000+08:00

For the past 2 weeks, i have been plagued with bad luck after bad luck...Here's a list of the stuff that occured:
-Phone screen became white; had to service it
-Lost wallet the next day at the musical fountain, confirmed stolen
-My $208 nike zoom-air is torn at the top due to the countless number of times Lugers rammed the Luge over my foot while instructing them
-Had a back injury due to carrying of carts the wrong way, boo...it still hurts
-MYUK bag torn due to heavy contents
-Just dropped and lost my rubber earpiece on the pavement just now...

Rah, so dao mei la...man, guess looking on the brighter side is the only way man, got 2 more papers left and i'm all set for the IMF and the hols!!! Woots! Haha, oh yes, forgot to mention something. Just the other day, one of my colleague's friends proposed to his girlfriend at the Luge. The scene was so sweet, and of course she agreed, i mean in front of all the people, if she doesn't then she can just go and drown in the sea in shame, lol...alright cheers people, hope things will turn out for the better and i hope the class outing which i solely organise on 1st Sept would be a success! Marketing and Club, Resort & Spa, here i come!

1 down, 3 more!

2006-08-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

hah, hafta be fast bout this entry, jus had my accounting paper jus now and i guess it wasn't so bad, tmr, Applied Research at 9am...so many stuff going on..breifly talk bout it yea? Cuz din blog for a very long time for, say, two weeks? Yea, last week was spent working, studying and having a cousin's outing...and i guess i overexerted myself while carrying the luge carts cuz now im having a terrible backache that even when i sneeze, i have to bear with the pain, dun think u guys can see it to realise, but wonder how long will it take to heal...mum says i dislocated my spine?! Can't be right? But my collar bone hurt yesterday night...aye, anyway, will do smt bout it soon, so damn busy with the exams as well as organising an outing, and kok, who has completed his exams doesn't even wanna help me, some friend...countdown: 4 more days and 3 more papers to the end of my exams! Cant wait...k den, gotta go, cheers everyone! =D

P.S. will upload those random photos some other time, meantime check this out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loVUSwPX2a8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GH0Ew7ScCi0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esT_oDiAeBI

They are god-damn funny in an irritating way! Miss Swan (all her clips are hilarious!) and Stewart! Enjoy!

champange for us, especially me, nothing much to celebrate bout though!

2006-08-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

Yes, got a C for CRS instead, and i thought i was gonna fail, thank god, now i must study damn hard to get an A, i need them badly sia...my GPA is so low sia...haha, just spent like $130 yest for a pair of jeans from P.O.A. and a shirt from Flesh Imp, looks like i won't be needing Levi's..lol...ok, work tmr till sun and also on tue, and i wont hafta go Luge and see some sucky faces for a while...gosh, 1 and a half years have passed since sec sch...wonder how everyone is...SHOULD have an outing soon, can see those bald heads, laugh at their demise, take some photos to commerate and then wait for another 1 and a half years before its their turn to laugh at mine, lol...so random...aye, hope i do well for this coming exams, that way, i won't hafta think so much when i'm working at the IMF.

thy love Luge!

2006-08-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

Man, such a long time since i last blogged, been really bout with work at Luge and stuff, getting real worried with me having a chance to take CRS exam...i want sooo badly to get it over and done with this sem but yet i dun wanna do the supp paper and just get a pass...rah...

Luge, as i can say, is the best job so far, i can have fun (sometimes), get tan (which sadly comes with pimples =( ), get paid (woots!!), and did i say i saw the tornado offshore jus yesterday? yep, dat's bout it for now, i guess, can't really recall what happened for the past few days...

random

2006-08-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

knots in the tummy...

2006-08-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

Man, work at Luge wasn't so bad today, but the day was ruined, cos i failed my CRS project, i guess due to this, i've developed this phobia of repeating it again...i dun wan to retake it again next sem, i really dun...pls let me qualify to take the exams, plsplspls......shitshitshitshit...

So random, so down...

2006-08-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

Service wasn't so bad, had people from the University Nevada Las Vegas coming to dine in...was assigned the bartender, cool sia! Managed to make Temasek Passion, hee...

Aye having work again tmr, wonder if it is dread or just the gut feeling that the same thing will happen again...*sigh*

Its sad to get the feeling of un-reciprocated love, when people around you start talking bout their other half and ex-s, you can't help but wonder, is it really meant to be? You start doubting yourself, questioning and pinpointing at your flaws, just clinging on to flotsam while drifting away into the sea of hopelessness...

jus wonder how she's doing, bet she's mugging for her 'A's, hope she's going on well with her life...funny how i'll say such stuff even if we were nvr together...lol..RAH, i think i'm thinking too much...

alrite, need sleep...tomorrow, CRS 'interview', man, faster end pls... i need a break soon, or sooner or later, i'm gonna break instead...

How i wish, for once i could be loved, to hold you tight, in my arms...
How i wish, that love is two-way, that both can compromise, and live in everlasting bliss...

unforgivable....

2006-08-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

first day at work really sucks, some people, whom i've nvr seen before, were working too, and their service, you can say, wasn't even close to average...and they even dare to tell me off, fuck off la zaud and lionel, you two don't even deserve to be in the service line...piss off...one pull such a long face, the other such a show-off, you know you ain't cool, so stop trying to act, loser!!! RAH!!! Spoil my first day at work...wish they wouldn't be in the same shift as me the next time...AARRGGGHHH......

A philosopher's equanimity life, ain't it full of theories...

2006-08-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

haha, jus felt so 'literature-mood' for this few weeks, is it cus of her? I really dunno...haha, went Cinemania again...not being gian peng (cuz its free for TA students =P), but cuz i suppose its a way to relieve all those pent-up stress being accumulated after all those projects...even watched Saw 2 just now...haha, nice plot...

Aye, can't wait to start work at Luge tmr, felt bad tho, cuz im sacrificing 3 lectures just to work, moreover, the exams are less than a month away (31 Aug - 1 Sep), *sigh*...am i jus selfish? Oh, and if i do chiong, then i'll try and aim for a digi cam as well as a laptop, mwahaha...i calculated, to earn round 2k, i would hafta work 4 times a week for 3 months, to me, that's sheer torture, but for the sake of material wants, i'm gonna hafta work my butt off...and considering the exams and the Singapore 2006..haha, influx of cash, woots...

And, i hope i can be the one to design our class tee/jacket/whatever, haha, jing min and some of the others said my design's quite nice, hope i can put my 'arty-farty'ness to good use...

Oh, and here is a 'poem', if you may call it so, that popped into my head a few nights ago...haha, hope you will enjoy...p.s. my english ain't up to a high calibre yet and i just did it like a rhyme, so yea..pardon me pls, i'm doing the best i can...enjoy gal...

Every night as I lay in bed,
I wonder if you're staying up late,
To mug for those important 'A's,
Even on schooling days;

Each day I wanted to wish you morning,
Hoping to make your day;
But I guess it wasn't really enough,
To make your heart sway;

All I wish is a chance to prove
That I could be the one;
The one to bring you happiness,
And the one to bring you fun;

I may not be the most romantic,
Nor am I filthy rich,
But I can tell you this truthfully,
That my heart is forever yours to keep...

life through a needle's eye....

2006-08-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

haha, my entry has no link to the title, so no point racking your brains to find the link...just randomly thought of the phrase, cause it seemingly has different meanings if you thought hard...

anyways, projects are done, presentations are soon gonna be over, a month more of mugging, exams and then the dreaded exams...end of sem! That's how fast life passes...

GEMS training last weekend for Singapore 2006 wasn't so bad, my job? ... To deliver ice and water to the delegates...HAH...and i hafta reach Suntec Convention at 4.30a.m. and end at 1p.m....contemplating whether to continue working at the Luge after that...oh, i forgot to mention, i'm gonna work at the Luge starting this coming Wednesday! haha...

Aye, i guess there'll be no brooding over the past...just look straight and walk forward, that's all i can do right now....

andice'scay igpay atinlay anguagelay...ollay...

2006-07-23T02:13:00.000+08:00

went out with candice for coffee and met kok, jac, and my cousin, all working so close yet unknown of each other's presense...ironically... Hah, Saturday, a great day to slack at home indeed...faced the computer for more than 10 hours? I think i'll go crazy sooner or later... Candice is still..theoretical as always? haha, she makes attached people go single and singles to remain single with her with her gazooked theories...ahaha, those were the days...

Phew~

2006-07-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

I literally said that, a burden off my damn chest...2 projects done, tho i can't say they are well done, aye, shan't talk about it, makes me go bonkers only...thanks a gazillion to WONG QIAN YUN for a million things she has done for me, without her today (listen, today only ar! after that, we're quits!), things might turn out even worse...

picture this: deadline at 5 and im still printing out the proposal at 6+, bookshop was closed when I had to bind(and im in Sentosa! so inconvenient)...ended up using ivan's htm file, lmao...thanks bro, haha...i dunno how to get it back for u tho...so paiseh... =X sigh, thank god its over, for now...i need a break damn badly...

Just went exploring my own friendster profile and realised so much stuff has happened in such a while...go check ur testimonials, if any, read them...u will automatically recall the stuff that happened during the time the testimonials are written to u, unless they are just pure junk...aye, memories...

and i just realise, i never get mad at anyone, at most, i get mad at myself first, well, backstabbers...its a different thing, bahaha, i feel so jolly today, even maggs asked if i was feelin alrite, of course i am!!!

meeting Candice (finally!) tmr at Compass for coffee (and perhaps breakfast)...haha, such old methods to meet old friends isn't very common anymore, i bet only a handful has ever tried asking anyone in ur past institutions out for coffee and chit chat, all just wanna go out, shop, eat, play and go home, so no-life...

not trying to be motivational, but everyday, try to do smt fun, cos(touchwood), who knows if you will live to see tomorrow...its such a sad statement, and yet, its a reality check...

perception is reality...

time goes by so quickly....

2006-07-21T04:39:00.000+08:00

look at the time....i think i'm gonna sleep soon...been 21 and a half hours since i slept...at this rate, i can't blame anyone but myself for the community of pimples (thanks to a day of tanning...), nite....(how ironic...)

existence of zombies might not be a miracle after all...and ever wondered when you sing "she'll be coming round the mountains", who is the "she"? hmm.....

a day shorter....

2006-07-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

rah...this week looks bleak to me...i mean tues was like the lowest of my mood swings (yea, even guys have mood swings...), and now im scraping sleep for projects, the irony...funny how i could act cheery under all these circumstances....

when i got your message on tue morning, my heart fell like a rock, too deep, too fast, if you really mean for it to be this way, den i guess i can't do nuts bout it...i mean, there is no point forcing you, not that i am though...im damn confused, i can't say i've ditched the idea that we might be together someday, but i've partly given up on it...and to think i pondered over the msg the entire morning...am i just too naive or am i just pure stubborn?

Last Luge deployment today, damn funny, all our appraisals are 29/30, if not 28...did really enjoy myself today...hopefully we can get to work for them...back to service after this week...damn sad, sprayed hair and early mornings again...and i think im quitting my previous job, heard negative comments from that side...

after tonight, everything will come to pass in a jiffy...

night of the crazy (and last minute)pia-ers...

the red lobster and the red heels...

2006-07-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

last week was definitely looking so much better. haha, i've been charred to a crisp, went out with cousins for july-unglam @ sentosa yesterday. And today, so many people has been asking me like why do i look so dark? I like, 'eh...cuz i tanned?' Then, they'll be like, 'wah, u so free ar?'i mean, wad do u want me to say?? Lol...first day of the week and i'm immediately down with projects, guess i won't be going home early again (as usual)...CRS & marketing due this fri, AR next fri, and i'm still going out this fri...lol...(?!)

Went to Baybeats @ Esplanade last Friday, haha, to me, moshing has taken on a new meaning, i mean, those people there weren't even ordinary to begin with, with studds, black outfits, Paul Twohill's hairdo and all, save for me and Ayu... (esp. me, cuz i wore beach wear there...wad the hell was i thinking??!!) O_o Those moshers were like having fits and people were literally lifted and moved, i'm guessing fellow moshers...went to watch a lot of performances, like, The Great Spy Experiment, Ingrid (correct spelling?), Tiramitsu....saying bout them, here's what happened during the performance of Tiramitsu....

(i know i shouldn't be saying this...)Their band were a wacky bunch with an even wackier fashion sense. Even with my specs off, the vocalist was wearing pink sequinned blouse, tight (lime!) green pants and red heels! Wads wrong you ask? Well, the vocalist's a he! And another of the guitarist's pants was so low, i swear i could see his crack...(f.y.i., to reconfirm i wasn't seeing wrongly, the vocalist later made a joke bout it and you wouldn't wanna know...) While they're performing, the vocals was on a sugar rush, cuz i swear he was walking, if u call half running on heels, half imitating a duck and half doing bruce lee kicks randomly walking, from one end of the stage to another throughout the entire performance. AND THEN, while he was singing one of his songs, he gave a kick and...u guessed, one of the red heels came flinging out, soared over those sitting down and knocked a girl on the head a few feet away from me. Boy, she was so oblivious when it hit her, and before that, everyone's focus was on the instead of the band, and when it hit...everyone was like, 'OOOOOH!' OUCH. haha, later the vocal apologised tho..wahaha, damn funny la...

hope this week'll turn out right too...lots of appointments tis week..k, break over, back to work... =(

projects spoil friendship...

definitions just for you...

2006-07-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

jus thought that you need to know...

those greek mythology creatures....

djinn: In Muslim legend, a spirit often capable of assuming human or animal form and exercising supernatural influence over people.

leprechaun: One of a race of elves in Irish folklore who can reveal hidden treasure to those who catch them.
check this out----> http://pt3.sbu.edu/VFTs/IrelandMC/images/leprechaun.gif

harpy: One of several loathsome, voracious monsters with the head and trunk of a woman and the tail, wings, and talons of a bird. (has other meanings though like a shrewd woman, lol...)

chimera: The Chimera was a fire-breathing she-monster made up of the front parts of a lion, the middle parts of a goat, and the tail of a snake.

haha, now u learn something new yea?

Brain Malfunction....

2006-07-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

Its some ungodly hour now, and i'm suppose to do ssm but, hell, i'm brain juiceless...and hungry, crave for a hot plate of creamy chicken or al funghi from Pastamania's...sluuuurrppsss! Haha, i've been slacking for the past few days, in fact i din turn up for ANY lessons during the past 2 days, now i can't skip AR, Accounts & BESE anymore, dun wanna end up like maggs, getting warning letter, HAHS!

I'm at Terrence house wit Ivan and Li Yan...and ter & Ivan are on the xbox playing winning eleven...bah...so boring...i'm so god-damned tired...must be the lack of sleep, and i'm still tonning today... =X guess i'll be in walking zombie mode again sooner or later, lol...

Everything's just a mess right now...i don't no where to start, projects and everything... I feel so responsible for all the projects, i mean i personally feel i haven't done much and i wouldn't wanna know what my members think bout me... RAHHH... it's a very very bad week and the first two days of the week have already been agonising...dun wanna know bout what will happen for the rest of the week....so messed up...need to 'reprogram' myself soon...right now, i'm not even looking towards this sun...

mylifesallsofuckeduprightnowandalliwishisforyoutobehere.....

Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday

2006-07-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses
Shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "The shade across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways (worst ways)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways (worst ways)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst ways (worst ways)

So random...

2006-07-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

Man, i dunno wad to say...so much stuff has been happening...arghh...deployment that day was just a very bad day, can't believe the staff would say that bout us, even pris' friend...looks like the world we live in is just a facade...so far, everyday has been a busy one, reaching home only at nite after project discussions...

And everyone's bugging me, all dying to know who is she, (qy, they all think its you, lol...) are you all that anxious to see me get attached?! Waddup with that...is my life jus bout projects, occasional work and lots of prodding by others? Someone please convince me that i'm satisfied with life right now...

Today, i almost met up with a car accident, dad's car brakes couldn't work in time, (or was it the heavy rain?) thank god the car in front was still moving, jus bumped him...the thought of near accident was sure scary, it makes you think of a lot of stuff, no wonder the phrase 'watch your life flash by'....and i bet you sure knew who i thought of, you parkers...

Aye, enough about all the negative thoughts, its making me sick already, hoping from next week onwards would be much better off. With outings in place, i doubt i would have any trouble getting by next week, if you don't count the concept map on mon, accounts test on tue, deployment on thur, it really ain't that bad....rite? =X

I hope France will win for the Finals, its good to see change once in a while, especially if its every four years...and from my point of view, soccer is turning into a pseudo-culture, dun believe? Question urself why during news, you see interviewed people, meaning passer-bys, mostly vote for Brazil during that quarter-finals and they dun really give an actual reason, always saying cause they support ronaldhino and stuff? All of a sudden, they change their views and say they vote for France cause they support Zidane? Go figure. Singaporeans. So full of it.

Trust me, life ain't just a breeze and you know it...

In the library... -_-"

2006-07-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

Start of the 2nd week of school and im already busy busy busy...even cancelled work today to stay back for projects, and am thoroughly packed for the week. (as usual...) I don't want history to repeat itself again, no last minute rushing anymore...

Deployment at Luge was fun. We had introduction first before we were given an hour for lunch and play, but, no we din get to ride during that hour cos we walked back to Petite Square for lunch (dunno wad got into me but jus suddenly treated the gang!) and it took an entire hour. But during the day we got to take it quite a few times, so yea, not that particular...job was easy, and i think i got slightly tanned... =P Looking forward to this Thur!

Gonna go back to projects alrdy! Feel dat i haven't been doing my part as a leader, Li Si should jus take over me, even i'm stressed up jus looking at her doing those presentation slides! Talking about it, the layouts nice but its my idea (some sort of typography lookalike background)! Proud, i am! Lol...later still going to Little India to get some goodies for BESE presentation tmr, can't believe i'm doing that...ok, signing off!

Aye, u've been getting sick lately, do take care of urself and dun stress too much yea? haha, take care...cya soon!

hope it'll be fun...

2006-06-25T00:28:00.000+08:00

hols will be officially over in 1 day...fast ain't it? Aye, the problem? Jus to put it nicely, the tutors termed it nicely as holidays instead of project weeks, go figure. The pun? They tell you to enjoy the hols... -_-" Frankly, there isn't a proper week where i din even think of the workload, fact is im too muddled...oh well, i do rmb the promise made with madah, so...kambatte! (if u have no inkling wad the hell i'm talking about, look at the previous posts... =X)

Looking forward to school re-opening, (yes, you din read wrongly!) cause:
- from now on, every friday will be dedicated to learning beach volleyball... (can't believe i jus typed that out!!! O_o)
- at the same time, tan!!!
- get all the projects over and done with!!!
- DEPLOYED AT THE LUGE!!!! THOUSANDS OF YAYS!!!!

Yep, and that's why...haha, enjoy the last day of hols!!!

P.s. to all in HTM: cya in school!!! =)

let your wave crash down on me and take me away...

confessions

2006-06-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

I'm real sorry for the lies that made u think that u guys don't know her when the fact is you do.. but i feel pressurized whenever you guys keep pressing, gimme some breathing space, please...

......

And to you krisa my dear gal, whenever i receive ur msgs, i dunno if they give me a sense of renewed hope or jus filled with a comforting reassurance to tell me that everything's gonna be just fine, but i just want you to know that in any case that you need someone, i'll always be there for you, honest! I heart you!

*blush*

For you, i'll bleed...

my hols in general...

2006-06-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

jus recovered from a terrible headache, its so bad, even i cringe from the high-pitched buzzing emitting from the LRT...anyways, yeasterday was sort of a letdown...played badminton, with xiao wei to train me, heh, then actually planned to go ice skating, but when we went there (meaning all the way from hougang to jurong), it was so packed, we had to postponed it...oh well, at least i have a reason to look forward to sch re-opening...lol...

holidays are gonna be over and it did not turn out as i had expected, not one bit... the plans i had was a mess, but nothing ever really goes my way anyway... the outing with rainbow, now taken on the name, the ugly or smt like that, was ok i guess...im beginning to feel that i have communication breakdown with them, and i ain't kidding...even got into a tiff with char, either me or her, go figure...

the anticipated class chalet turned out okay, went to Escape first before our bbq, when we entered the haunted house, the girls were like forming a line, (literally!), with camille holding my hand and me leading the pack. Boy, were they troublesome! =X when i was moving slow, the back were like "faster, faster!!!", and when i was moving fast, they were like "eh, slow down leh!!!", man thank god no one else was with us, they would have died of laughter looking at a caterpillar of 11 walking through the house! After bbq, we went back to chalet (sadly), and played with cards. Played Big 2, Victim, Murderer & Detective (that was fun!) and Indian Poker (ain't a racist joke). Its sad to know that in games like Indian Poker or even VM&D, even friends go against you just to see you get sabo-ed, for Indian Poker, the forfeit was a litre of water w/o visiting the loo, go figure...slept only at 5 in the morn and had to wake by 10, f.y.i., everyone left at 7++, so yea, our so called group breakfast was jus the 6 of us...

So yea, that's my hols for you! heh, enjoy your hols while it lasts cuz once school starts, you'll start to miss hols again! =)

thanx gal for you were there for me, you take care too yea? Speedy recovery from sore throat! =)

2006-06-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

went out on friday to catch X3 (again!) with the cousins (cuz i din inform sel, tch...), then we ate out at cartel...amounted to like $120++??!! I guess we were hungry...for that day, my expenditure was like $45 for an outing, guess i won't be spending a lot from now on to cover my expenses...

yesterday, went to cousin caleb's wedding...to me, a blissful event it was and a celebration of a new bond, yet it's funny to experience one's wedding especially if it's your cousin's, it leaves you wondering how will your future turn out, how soon will it take to be the one walking the aisle? These questions, for me, will be left unanswered...

Its a wonder sometimes, if you were able to hear what others think...i wish i could so i could just differentiate who the true friends really are or those who just put on a facade; so bad, you could almost get stabbed if not careful...

i hear you talking behind my back...
beware, i might just stab you back...
please, do away with your fake smiles...
it hurts more than your sharp words...
you sly f**ker...

X)

2006-06-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

Haha, i created this entry jus so i can thank nad for the embedding of songs for me, the blog gundu! Haha, thanks gal!

2nd blog of the day... =)

2006-06-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

haha, check this out:

D, your IQ score is 125

Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Concrete Thinker.You have unusually strong verbal and numerical skills. This dynamic combination gives you an exceptional aptitude for solving equations and then communicating those solutions to others in lay terms. Your intelligence is grounded and based on a very clear interpretation of what is happening around you. Because you are so realistic, most things are crystal clear to you, while others may get confused by this or that. Your objective is to make things real and clear. People count on you to find and give the sober, cold-hard facts. You learn most easily when things are explained in numbers and words and so you enjoy the education you get through books and lectures. Unlike others, you do not have to experience something first-hand to understand it, nor do you have a lot of interest in how things work mechanically. On the other hand, if you find the information in your books or lectures too abstract, you might tend toward first-hand experience as you'll get nothing but the facts that way.

How true....

haha, still in the lab slacking and did the IQ test, haha, u can try it. Click here.

man, wanted to go out with e5'04 peeps during this hols but i guess the majority of the jc ppl are usually giving the excuse of not free, gotta study, blah...i mean, it's not that we are so free either, jus that we make the effort to go out with you guys, we jus need u all to say yes, dats all, it ain't hard to do that rite? Even better, you all can organise an outing instead of the usual us doing it for you and almost always having low response...RAH...them...

i think hardly any jc peeps, esp. e5'04, will read this anyway, too busy mugging...bah...

2006-06-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

Yawn~ woke up early for SSM meeting, now in lab slacking away...later will be going out with the cousins...haha, funny that kind of stuff should happen, i myself hardly spot obvious groups of cousins walking downtown...lol, heck, a first for everything they say...

I'm OFFICIALLY booked next week, so if any of you peeps wanna date me, it'll hafta be some other time! haha...i'm serious! here's my plans for the hols:

10 & 11 June- FREE!!!
12 June- Work from 10am-5/6pm followed by work again from 8pm-10/11pm
13 June- Briefing for Kelly Services job (dun ask me wad it is, i dun even no...); Rainbow outing
14 June- Work from 10am-5/6pm
15 & 16 June- Porject meeting in the morn; CLASS CHALET!!! (long awaited, FINALLY!) X)
17 June- Another briefing by Kelly Services
18 June- Job Recruitment Drive (i'm working, not looking for a job, mind you); project meeting
19 June- Sentosa outing; work at 8pm
20 to 23 June- Work by Kelly Services
24 & 25 June- FREE!!!

Yep, so that's bout it...busy life i lead, haha....

let today be over....

2006-06-02T17:34:00.000+08:00

failed my CRS test..din really expect to do that badly, but oh well, what's past is past, just mug for the final would do, and i mean MUG...feel that i'm so slack, everyone's projects are so wordy and mine is like....two thirds theirs?! They keep telling me its ok and that its the quality that counts, but its not ok... So I did some touch-ups jus now before handing in a few minutes before 5...bleahs...

time pass too fast...is that good?

the battle with M

2006-06-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

Shucks, still rushing my projects that will be due tmr...jus made myself a pact that i will beat Madah academically...f.y.i. she's on the Directors Honours List, so i dunno what im in for but hell, i'll do wadever it takes to get my GPA more than 3, yes yes, my current is less than that...

Had Service Skills Methodology today, was appointed captain! The stress was there having to take care of the V.V.I.P. table, (yes its 2 'V's!), got reprimanded by mr. neo for serving dessert before crumbing the table, ah well, eventually, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, i actually wouldn't mind doing captain again! haha...

at your service... =)

well, tomorrow's a BIG day, have to hand in the Marketing, ClubResortSpa & Learning Log as well as a darn CRS quiz at 1p.m. and im only less than halfway through revision...ok, work work!

My internet connection will end tmr, so yea, might not blog again till the next time i get the connection back...

Battery low...

2006-06-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

Yawns...yep, indeed went to Sentosa for only 2 hours, but at least i got to finally understand how to go about doing my marketing...but its so frustrating having to come up with the SWOT and stuff, bores me down. Half done now, MUST finish by Thursday night, undire consequences...

Rite now, my productivity has reached a level so low, im just typing any word that comes to my mind...wonder how those who stayed till 2 to 4+ a.m. *clears throat*, managed to wake up early EVERY morning man...

just can't wait...
can't wait for the end of submission
can't wait to go to Luge
can't wait for the end of the term test week
can't wait for the hols
can't wait for the chalet
can't wait to sleep right now.........

Nitez peeps...

The day i sinned again...

2006-05-31T09:35:00.000+08:00

Still at home rite now when im supposed to go for accounting lec, was it cause im too tired to go or was it simply due to laziness? I have no idea... Been very tired lately, must be due to the late nights that i "endured" doing projects, (yea rite)... in fact i think im going to skip lec for the entire day till 4 where i got my tutorial, lol...aye, the shortest day that i will have for this week, haha...

=)

2006-05-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Yay, finally corrected it! Haha, i guess credits go to sel for helping me change the layout, well, somewhat...lol, jason for thinking of the url, and those who pestered me to give them the url, haha...

Anyway, i have to rush my marketing individual project which is due by this week...den, its the term test week, where we only have accountings! Yes, thank god i took it before, so i guess revision could wait till Sunday... =P So yep, most prob blog later or something...can't wait to go to the luge this Friday though, haha...

boos...

2006-05-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

all my previous posts were deleted cause i couldn't fix it....hope it will finally work... will have to start from scratch again tho...testing testing....