went out with candice for coffee and met kok, jac, and my cousin, all working so close yet unknown of each other's presense...ironically... Hah, Saturday, a great day to slack at home indeed...faced the computer for more than 10 hours? I think i'll go crazy sooner or later... Candice is still..theoretical as always? haha, she makes attached people go single and singles to remain single with her with her gazooked theories...ahaha, those were the days...

I literally said that, a burden off my damn chest...2 projects done, tho i can't say they are well done, aye, shan't talk about it, makes me go bonkers only...thanks a gazillion to WONG QIAN YUN for a million things she has done for me, without her today (listen, today only ar! after that, we're quits!), things might turn out even worse...

picture this: deadline at 5 and im still printing out the proposal at 6+, bookshop was closed when I had to bind(and im in Sentosa! so inconvenient)...ended up using ivan's htm file, lmao...thanks bro, haha...i dunno how to get it back for u tho...so paiseh... =X sigh, thank god its over, for now...i need a break damn badly...

Just went exploring my own friendster profile and realised so much stuff has happened in such a while...go check ur testimonials, if any, read them...u will automatically recall the stuff that happened during the time the testimonials are written to u, unless they are just pure junk...aye, memories...

and i just realise, i never get mad at anyone, at most, i get mad at myself first, well, backstabbers...its a different thing, bahaha, i feel so jolly today, even maggs asked if i was feelin alrite, of course i am!!!

meeting Candice (finally!) tmr at Compass for coffee (and perhaps breakfast)...haha, such old methods to meet old friends isn't very common anymore, i bet only a handful has ever tried asking anyone in ur past institutions out for coffee and chit chat, all just wanna go out, shop, eat, play and go home, so no-life...

not trying to be motivational, but everyday, try to do smt fun, cos(touchwood), who knows if you will live to see tomorrow...its such a sad statement, and yet, its a reality check...


perception is reality...

look at the time....i think i'm gonna sleep soon...been 21 and a half hours since i slept...at this rate, i can't blame anyone but myself for the community of pimples (thanks to a day of tanning...), nite....(how ironic...)

existence of zombies might not be a miracle after all...and ever wondered when you sing "she'll be coming round the mountains", who is the "she"? hmm.....

rah...this week looks bleak to me...i mean tues was like the lowest of my mood swings (yea, even guys have mood swings...), and now im scraping sleep for projects, the irony...funny how i could act cheery under all these circumstances....

when i got your message on tue morning, my heart fell like a rock, too deep, too fast, if you really mean for it to be this way, den i guess i can't do nuts bout it...i mean, there is no point forcing you, not that i am though...im damn confused, i can't say i've ditched the idea that we might be together someday, but i've partly given up on it...and to think i pondered over the msg the entire morning...am i just too naive or am i just pure stubborn?

Last Luge deployment today, damn funny, all our appraisals are 29/30, if not 28...did really enjoy myself today...hopefully we can get to work for them...back to service after this week...damn sad, sprayed hair and early mornings again...and i think im quitting my previous job, heard negative comments from that side...

after tonight, everything will come to pass in a jiffy...

night of the crazy (and last minute)pia-ers...

last week was definitely looking so much better. haha, i've been charred to a crisp, went out with cousins for july-unglam @ sentosa yesterday. And today, so many people has been asking me like why do i look so dark? I like, 'eh...cuz i tanned?' Then, they'll be like, 'wah, u so free ar?'i mean, wad do u want me to say?? Lol...first day of the week and i'm immediately down with projects, guess i won't be going home early again (as usual)...CRS & marketing due this fri, AR next fri, and i'm still going out this fri...lol...(?!)

Went to Baybeats @ Esplanade last Friday, haha, to me, moshing has taken on a new meaning, i mean, those people there weren't even ordinary to begin with, with studds, black outfits, Paul Twohill's hairdo and all, save for me and Ayu... (esp. me, cuz i wore beach wear there...wad the hell was i thinking??!!) O_o Those moshers were like having fits and people were literally lifted and moved, i'm guessing fellow moshers...went to watch a lot of performances, like, The Great Spy Experiment, Ingrid (correct spelling?), Tiramitsu....saying bout them, here's what happened during the performance of Tiramitsu....

(i know i shouldn't be saying this...)Their band were a wacky bunch with an even wackier fashion sense. Even with my specs off, the vocalist was wearing pink sequinned blouse, tight (lime!) green pants and red heels! Wads wrong you ask? Well, the vocalist's a he! And another of the guitarist's pants was so low, i swear i could see his crack...(f.y.i., to reconfirm i wasn't seeing wrongly, the vocalist later made a joke bout it and you wouldn't wanna know...) While they're performing, the vocals was on a sugar rush, cuz i swear he was walking, if u call half running on heels, half imitating a duck and half doing bruce lee kicks randomly walking, from one end of the stage to another throughout the entire performance. AND THEN, while he was singing one of his songs, he gave a kick and...u guessed, one of the red heels came flinging out, soared over those sitting down and knocked a girl on the head a few feet away from me. Boy, she was so oblivious when it hit her, and before that, everyone's focus was on the instead of the band, and when it hit...everyone was like, 'OOOOOH!' OUCH. haha, later the vocal apologised tho..wahaha, damn funny la...

hope this week'll turn out right too...lots of appointments tis week..k, break over, back to work... =(

projects spoil friendship...

jus thought that you need to know...


those greek mythology creatures....

djinn: In Muslim legend, a spirit often capable of assuming human or animal form and exercising supernatural influence over people.

leprechaun: One of a race of elves in Irish folklore who can reveal hidden treasure to those who catch them.
check this out----> http://pt3.sbu.edu/VFTs/IrelandMC/images/leprechaun.gif

harpy: One of several loathsome, voracious monsters with the head and trunk of a woman and the tail, wings, and talons of a bird. (has other meanings though like a shrewd woman, lol...)

chimera: The Chimera was a fire-breathing she-monster made up of the front parts of a lion, the middle parts of a goat, and the tail of a snake.

haha, now u learn something new yea?

Its some ungodly hour now, and i'm suppose to do ssm but, hell, i'm brain juiceless...and hungry, crave for a hot plate of creamy chicken or al funghi from Pastamania's...sluuuurrppsss! Haha, i've been slacking for the past few days, in fact i din turn up for ANY lessons during the past 2 days, now i can't skip AR, Accounts & BESE anymore, dun wanna end up like maggs, getting warning letter, HAHS!

I'm at Terrence house wit Ivan and Li Yan...and ter & Ivan are on the xbox playing winning eleven...bah...so boring...i'm so god-damned tired...must be the lack of sleep, and i'm still tonning today... =X guess i'll be in walking zombie mode again sooner or later, lol...

Everything's just a mess right now...i don't no where to start, projects and everything... I feel so responsible for all the projects, i mean i personally feel i haven't done much and i wouldn't wanna know what my members think bout me... RAHHH... it's a very very bad week and the first two days of the week have already been agonising...dun wanna know bout what will happen for the rest of the week....so messed up...need to 'reprogram' myself soon...right now, i'm not even looking towards this sun...


mylifesallsofuckeduprightnowandalliwishisforyoutobehere.....

You've got this new head filled up with smoke
I've got my veins all tangled close
To the jukebox bars you frequent
The safest place to hide
A long night spent with your most obvious weaknesses
Shaking at the thought you are everything I want
'Cause you are everything I'm not

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways

My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit
In time, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
It says, "The shade across the bed, you are red, violent red."
You hollow out my hungry eyes
You hollow out my hungry eyes

And we lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not
Too close, too close

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways (worst ways)

I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave
No, you won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...

I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
Well I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst ways (worst ways)

I'm gonna make damn sure
I just wanna break you down so badly
I just wanna break you down so badly (damn sure)
In the worst ways (worst ways)

Man, i dunno wad to say...so much stuff has been happening...arghh...deployment that day was just a very bad day, can't believe the staff would say that bout us, even pris' friend...looks like the world we live in is just a facade...so far, everyday has been a busy one, reaching home only at nite after project discussions...

And everyone's bugging me, all dying to know who is she, (qy, they all think its you, lol...) are you all that anxious to see me get attached?! Waddup with that...is my life jus bout projects, occasional work and lots of prodding by others? Someone please convince me that i'm satisfied with life right now...

Today, i almost met up with a car accident, dad's car brakes couldn't work in time, (or was it the heavy rain?) thank god the car in front was still moving, jus bumped him...the thought of near accident was sure scary, it makes you think of a lot of stuff, no wonder the phrase 'watch your life flash by'....and i bet you sure knew who i thought of, you parkers...

Aye, enough about all the negative thoughts, its making me sick already, hoping from next week onwards would be much better off. With outings in place, i doubt i would have any trouble getting by next week, if you don't count the concept map on mon, accounts test on tue, deployment on thur, it really ain't that bad....rite? =X

I hope France will win for the Finals, its good to see change once in a while, especially if its every four years...and from my point of view, soccer is turning into a pseudo-culture, dun believe? Question urself why during news, you see interviewed people, meaning passer-bys, mostly vote for Brazil during that quarter-finals and they dun really give an actual reason, always saying cause they support ronaldhino and stuff? All of a sudden, they change their views and say they vote for France cause they support Zidane? Go figure. Singaporeans. So full of it.

Trust me, life ain't just a breeze and you know it...

Start of the 2nd week of school and im already busy busy busy...even cancelled work today to stay back for projects, and am thoroughly packed for the week. (as usual...) I don't want history to repeat itself again, no last minute rushing anymore...

Deployment at Luge was fun. We had introduction first before we were given an hour for lunch and play, but, no we din get to ride during that hour cos we walked back to Petite Square for lunch (dunno wad got into me but jus suddenly treated the gang!) and it took an entire hour. But during the day we got to take it quite a few times, so yea, not that particular...job was easy, and i think i got slightly tanned... =P Looking forward to this Thur!

Gonna go back to projects alrdy! Feel dat i haven't been doing my part as a leader, Li Si should jus take over me, even i'm stressed up jus looking at her doing those presentation slides! Talking about it, the layouts nice but its my idea (some sort of typography lookalike background)! Proud, i am! Lol...later still going to Little India to get some goodies for BESE presentation tmr, can't believe i'm doing that...ok, signing off!

Aye, u've been getting sick lately, do take care of urself and dun stress too much yea? haha, take care...cya soon!

Delvin Tay W. J.
18, TA student and glad bout it.
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