Friday, July 21, 2006
rah...this week looks bleak to me...i mean tues was like the lowest of my mood swings (yea, even guys have mood swings...), and now im scraping sleep for projects, the irony...funny how i could act cheery under all these circumstances....
when i got your message on tue morning, my heart fell like a rock, too deep, too fast, if you really mean for it to be this way, den i guess i can't do nuts bout it...i mean, there is no point forcing you, not that i am though...im damn confused, i can't say i've ditched the idea that we might be together someday, but i've partly given up on it...and to think i pondered over the msg the entire morning...am i just too naive or am i just pure stubborn?
Last Luge deployment today, damn funny, all our appraisals are 29/30, if not 28...did really enjoy myself today...hopefully we can get to work for them...back to service after this week...damn sad, sprayed hair and early mornings again...and i think im quitting my previous job, heard negative comments from that side...
after tonight, everything will come to pass in a jiffy...
night of the crazy (and last minute)pia-ers...
escorted; - 12:25 AM;
